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She moves like a ghost, in and out of
the walls of my heart with such silent mastery that I can never tell where she's
at. Meanwhile, I stalk through hers with the elegance of an inebriated,
three-legged elephant. Sometimes I think I feel daylight as I stumble blindly
towards the warmth, but maybe that's just the flaming remains of my last great
attempt to smash my way in. I know that I will probably flame-out more
than once more, but when I make it in...
...that won't matter anymore.